Let me start my post on my result day
Today I got my results of SYBSc. Well, I got a First Class and have planned to opt for Zooloy for my TY. Last night I was just praying to someone, not to increase my score; but to give me a face to face whatever marks I obtained.
Well, that someone didn't let me down this time.
This week, well , I had to take the most difficult decision of my life till now: what subject to major in. I know it sounds funny, but believe me I was roped into Chemistry by not 1 or 2 but all my lecturers. I was made to believe that a graduation degree in Zoology is not gonna lead me anywhere. A 6-month long debate of conscience and a decision taken during the last few days. Phew! I'm tired. Chemistry is not a field I hate, mind u, but I think I have the natural taste for the life sciences.
Now lets c where I go. After a year long depression, I think, I'm now regaining my ground.
I tell u more tips to recognize signs of depression: taking solace of the internet; forgoing activities u used to enjoy be4, like playing; wanting to b alone, etc.... i myself didn't agree to this until now. i used to think "oh come on, net-surfing is fun...i sit for hours in front of my PC, does tht mean i'm depressed? naaaa".... but when it becomes an addiction, u certainly know what i mean...yeh, u r goin thru depression of some sort.... believe it or not.
Well, that someone didn't let me down this time.
This week, well , I had to take the most difficult decision of my life till now: what subject to major in. I know it sounds funny, but believe me I was roped into Chemistry by not 1 or 2 but all my lecturers. I was made to believe that a graduation degree in Zoology is not gonna lead me anywhere. A 6-month long debate of conscience and a decision taken during the last few days. Phew! I'm tired. Chemistry is not a field I hate, mind u, but I think I have the natural taste for the life sciences.
Now lets c where I go. After a year long depression, I think, I'm now regaining my ground.
I tell u more tips to recognize signs of depression: taking solace of the internet; forgoing activities u used to enjoy be4, like playing; wanting to b alone, etc.... i myself didn't agree to this until now. i used to think "oh come on, net-surfing is fun...i sit for hours in front of my PC, does tht mean i'm depressed? naaaa".... but when it becomes an addiction, u certainly know what i mean...yeh, u r goin thru depression of some sort.... believe it or not.

1 Comments:
congrats on ur blog. by ur measures i guess i've been depressed for 5 years now, and that mite well be true.
anyways, internet also does some very good things to you.
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